Showing posts with label Celibacy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Celibacy. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Barely Satisfied

I really enjoyed this guy’s company (*Phil). We have nice talks and he didn’t seem to be in a rush to do anything. Maybe I rushed him. I started feeling like a teenager again and we would have these hour long make-out sessions. We’d make out in the car and steam the windows. And not having sex in over eight months really made me want him even more, especially after all the teenage fooling around.

Happy in Celibacy


Nine months. That is my new record for not having sex. I was dating and thought if I worked on the relationship instead of having sex that I would probably find a better relationship. However, it kinda backfired on me. All I could think about was sex. While I talked to a guy I was imagining him in bed. When I met a guy I was wondering how long it should take before we got in the bed.